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TRIUMPF 1

by BENAMIN

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Blowing smoke out my window, the sun's shining bright today. I feel my inspiration, fading away. If I had a never ending cigarette, then I... could keep on thinking wondering... dreaming...
2.
Memories catch up to me now, I need a pep talk for my temporary smile. Don't forget me now... I been crying in the shower. Its part of me, its an urgent memory. What part of me is an urgent memory. I have to psyche myself out, when did I start giving a fuck. I have to WOOH psyche myself out, I used to not give a shit. I have to WOOH psyche myself out... I have to WOOH psyche myself out... I have to WOOOH psyche myself out! LA LA LA LA
3.
When I'm fresh out of the shower... Water floating in the air... Butter and oil on skin and hair, real smooth... Cuz I always like to look real clean for you... Not to mention smooth, Silky Smooth...
4.
New Me 02:00
Its the New ME... Every second of the day. Creating the NEW ME... Better than before, the past aint here no more. Its the NEW ME every second of the day, I'm creating a new world for us to play. Its the NEW ME The Past is re-aaranged and everything feels strange, When I'm thinking like the NEW ME I'm Creating a new thing, cuz may past is re-arranged, so now I can be myself without asking for your help... The last time, I left the room... I felt something in the way.. And I didn't say, what I wanted to say, because of the past AND NOW Its the NEW ME, yeah...
5.
Secrets 02:18
I Swear to GOD on everything I love... To Never hold a grudge, or hold any resentment inside. And if you rather that I say nothing at all, then that's just fine. WOAH, you know I love it when you open up and say what's on your mind to me... Tell Me your secrets and I won't say nothing, I just want for you to feel better now. Tell Me your secrets I think you'll feel better now... Maybe you'll see that its all in your MIND
6.
If there's something that comes to mind when I think of LOVE... It's YOU. The LOVE you've given me throughout my life... Made me. And So i must say thank you... THANK YOU And there's nothing more for me to say... This is a message to the ladies... I Just really wanna say I love you... I Just really wanna say it. It's a funny feeling when I look inside my heart... and I see you, are in me too. And I know one day I will see you again... till then... I Just really wanna say I love you... I Just really wanna say it. Hey you remember that one time? YEAH there's something that comes to mind, when I think of you. I think of you-uu. Uhh we're walking through the park, and its real cool. That was fun Baby.
7.
Puppy Love 03:21
Holding hands and walking... but I can tell, there's something on your mind. She doesn't care much for talking... She walks away when she gets mad... She'll just leave me standing there... In her mind, she'll always be alone. Puppy Love, Puppy Love I guess this must be Puppy Love You smell like... Teenage sweat and some chewing gum... We're just hanging out in the hallway, where we had our very first kiss... I wanna know what it feels like to make love. I love you and I need you. We should be together for the rest of our life. In Puppy Love, I guess this must be Puppy Love You know I can get Jealous sometimes I just wanna know who you talk to every night... And you know I can get mad... Lose my cool, scream and shout... In the middle of school or in the middle of the street... I wanna talk about what's going on. Im Puppy Love, I guess this must be Puppy love YEAH, Baybee that's all that it was
8.
Real Love 03:25
She can't hold her head up straight... She's deep in a dream right now. Feeling out of touch, feels alright to me. I'll hold her head up, cuz i know just right where, we wanna be. We're a team, drifting softly to sleep... on the subway. They can stare, and laugh I don't care... As long as I got my baby... I aint got nothing but time, with you it just feels right.. I aint sad cuz life, always does me wrong... Cuz I got love, real love.. And when I'm sad I can sleep all day. Feels good, to be with the one I love.
9.
Technology, It's Tricky... On you. I remember one time I bought a computer... I remember two times it broke and then... I remember one time I bought everything that they sold me.. And I remember two times I was disappointed in them. Its everywhere in my life... I Hope you see it... all in my eyes... that I know, I know there's something out here for me... Something worth living for. YOU CAN FIT ALOT IN A BIG TERABYTE... BUT YOU CANT FIT MY SOULD OR MY CONSCIENCE... I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO TAKE A STAND AND FIGHT... BUT I... And When I look into the eyes of my lover... I see a possibility... I'd like to live without that new kind of presence, in a techno-reality.

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all songs Written & Performed by Benjamin "Benamin" Julia
(except "Crying In The Shower" by Benamin & Kylah Benes-Trapp)

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released August 1, 2023

Produced, Recorded & Mixed by Benamin & Spencer Murphy
Mastered by Alex Deturk
Drums on "Crying In The Shower" by David Frazier Jr.
Additional Vocals on "Silky Smooth" & "Secrets" by Nick Hakim
Keys on "Wanna Say (I Love You)" & "Puppy Love" by Paul Wilson
Keys on "Never Ending Cigarette" by Spencer Murphy
Electric Bass on "Never Ending Cigarette", "New Me", "Puppy Love", "Real Love", & "Technology (It's Tricky)" by Spencer Murphy
Guitar intro on "Never Ending Cigarette" by Spencer Murphy
All other instrumentation by Benamin

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